Working Girl

You may remember me telling you about my new job as a full-time, stay-at-home mom, which is still something I’m loving immensely. In that same post, I also talked about a promise I kind of made to myself about finding ways to keep those other, non-baby parts of my brain nice and fresh. And so here I am, one month into a perfect gig that I can do from home, project managing for a public relations and marketing company. I am LOVING it!

It’s just what I was hoping for – new and challenging so as to push me, yet familiar enough that I can draw from my previous experience. All of this from the comfort of home with Theodora on my lap sometimes, and other times while she’s napping or asleep for the night. This also explains why I have been a little more absent from this space lately. It is not for any other reason than getting myself acquainted with this job. I have enjoyed blogging and everything that comes along with it too much, so I’m excited to inject some of what I learn along the way into the future of The Lovely Ordinary!

People have asked me if I miss my job, and I do miss certain parts. I miss working downtown, and I miss the people, but probably the strangest of all the things I miss is this: dressing up for work. Weird? I know! I have always loved dressing up, whether it was for work, or an event, or heck, even day to day. I’m not a hang-around-in-my-pjs-all-day kind of girl (although sometimes those days are necessary and enjoyable every now and again), so it’s very much a fun part of mine and Theodora’s day to get out of our pyjamas and don some cute duds for the day. I recently read something that I thought was so sweet, and really resonated with my dress-up desires. It was more of a fun tactic to keep the sparks flying in your relationship (it’s not what you think!!), but it reminded me of yet another occasion I consider fun and worthy of dressing up – going out for a night on the town with your husband/boyfriend/significant other.

Speaking of which, signs of love are going to pop up everywhere over the next couple of weeks as we near Valentine’s Day. If you’re stuck for things to do, check out this list of 20 things to do in Edmonton on Valentine’s Day. Some really fun ideas here, like my personal favourite – the Sweetheart Snowshoe through the River Valley.

Oh, and Happy Groundhog Day! What are you all thinking; will spring come soon, or will we endure winter for a little while longer? Hmmm….

Have a great week, regardless of the season Mother Nature grants us!

xo,
Kassey

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New Job: Mom

November 24, 2014. This is the day that I would have technically returned to work after maternity leave. Except I’m continuing my at- home journey with Theodora, and to be honest with you, there’s no place I’d rather be.

It was an unexpectedly difficult decision because I was in a job that I absolutely loved. For the last eight years, I worked for a business school managing a portfolio of professional development programs. My colleagues were amazing. My boss and people I reported to – even more amazing. And the people I got to meet and interact with on a daily basis were a true gift. I think a person’s years of development can be loosely compartmentalized into childhood, teen years, and adult years, and I spent most of my formative adult years in this place. A place I was very proud to call my day time home. The downtown pod that I happily walked into every day was brimming with intellect, energy, ideas, and style . It was impossible not to be a fashionable group being only steps away from some of the best shopping destinations in the city. When I became pregnant and people would ask me if I planned to return to work, my response was always “of course!”. It wasn’t a question of “if”; rather it was a question of capacity (full time versus part time).

And then Theodora was born, and everything changed, almost instantly. I was amazed at how quickly my heart swelled with a love I never understood until she was in my arms. Just like that, we were beginning this new chapter as a family of three. When we left the hospital and jumped into our roles as parents, I kept thinking back to something my dad had told me many years ago. My parents always believed that I would excel at anything I put my mind to, whether it was education, work or any other life passion. But my dad also said that among my drive to succeed, he always saw me as a person deeply rooted in family. Now maybe it was my stellar performance as the oldest child (this is where you all can laugh), or maybe it was his compiled observations of me growing up, mirroring the values and morals that he and my mom raised me with. Either way, this strong, magnetic pull I was feeling towards our brand new daughter suddenly became so much more clear. This was what I wanted my next job to be: mom.

The thought processes and discussions that ensued between Alex and I were lengthy, and were revisited time, and time, and time again. This was no easy decision that could be made in a day, despite how sure I was so early on. We weighed the financial impacts, as well as the impacts this would have on my career long term. From the many angles we looked at it, and despite a couple of moments of fear, one thing remained clear all along: this was the decision that felt right for our family, and for me.

My job was something that I knew very well; however, my new mom job continues to prove that I still have a lot to learn. Thank goodness for my mom, who is always there to listen to my questions, and always very kind and gracious with her answers, no matter how silly I might sound. As a person who thrives in a busy environment and loves having something to do all of the time, motherhood is a great fit! Yet, that only occupies a portion of my brain that is all things baby, growth, development, and the next foods to introduce. I still crave being able to use the other part that reminds me of a time when the creative, business juices flowed freely! In an attempt to keep that part of my brain chugging along, I have made a bit of a promise to myself. I will do what I can to stay current, whether it’s by taking on similar projects from home, volunteering, or staying in touch with my former colleagues and see how that might work out (actually, that last point is a given, cause I just like my former day time family too much). And maybe some of these won’t work at this time, which is okay too, because this is not intended to be a permanent circumstance (I plan on, and look forward to, going back to work one day!).

There is something very cool and meaningful about one chapter coming to a natural close, with the next one opening. I’m so excited, and I feel so very lucky to be able to do this. Countless times, I have heard how fleeting these little moments are, so to be able to spend this time with Theodora means the world to Alex and I. Not only have our families rooted for us in this decision we have made, but I have been completely overwhelmed (in the best way) by the words of congratulations and support I have received from my former colleagues.

Feeling so lucky, with a very full heart.

xo,
Kassey